Weigh-in

I'm doing well in many other areas of my life. My house is coming into order. We're moving to new levels with homeschooling. I'm even working on upgrading my outward appearance.

But this weight-loss situation is becoming VERY frustrating. I have trouble telling myself "no." It's showing, of course, in the scale and the measuring tape.

This week I GAINED a pound. Granted, Aunt Flo is visiting and all, but I can't blame it all on her. The measuring tape is the same (except for the bloaty belly), but even that is no excuse.

I wish I could give up, I really do. (whine, whine) "It's too hard!!" (whine some more) BUT, it HAS to be done. I am unhealthy. My clothes don't fit. I'm ashamed of how I look.

I'm "keeping it real" in a way by posting about this, but it really just boils down to the fact that I'm whining instead of winning. I have seen success when I've been diligent and faithful. There's really no GOOD reason that I haven't lost weight.

I will reach the finish line. I will win this race. I will quit sabotaging myself.

And I'll stop whining.